Homesick

Koh Phi Phi turned into something amazing, and since then I had the most amazing experiences since I'm traveling. From seeing someone smashing a motor bike into a shop, to the most amazing sunsets I've ever seen in life. I'm really glad I found someone to share that with, and now all I can think about is that soon I'll need again to say goodbye and to meet someone new again.
Now I'm in Koh Lanta. Probably one of the most relaxing and easy going places I've been at, since I started traveling. I feel as if every day is like a big lazy Saturday but without the feeling of having to work in about 2 days.
I never felt like this before, and it's like a sort of mixed feelings between homesick without having a home to feel that for. It's strange to know that I can't attach myself to anything because it won't last for sure, and this is one of the biggest problems because I'm not sure when to return.
One thing I'm sure of. In February I'll be in Belgium to start a new life. I'll miss traveling for sure, and actually I'm already thinking about it. I don't know how I'll cope with the feeling of not traveling anymore.
I'm a pioneer of my own soul and mind. But sometimes you need to settle down and search for different things.
As someone said once, "Instead of searching for new landscapes, start developing new eyes".